Too many thoughts (Poem)

This was a poem I wrote some time ago, when I was really depressed. I'm not a hundred percent sure what I was talking about.


Too many thoughts,
Too many feelings.
Why does it hurt,
To keep my heart bleeding?

So many cuts,
So many pains,
How long will it take,
To be free from these chains?

A forlorn look,
You gave to me.
A sad smile,
That was so, so fake.

I feel so lost,
I feel so sad.
I’m so afraid,
That I’ll do something bad.

I never thought,
I’d see your eyes,
And wonder how,
It feels when he cries.

I wish for your sadness,
I’ll take all the fear.
And make it mine,
Until next year.

If I took all your pain,
Would you smile for me?
If I gave you some praise,
Would you lean on me?

I don’t know how I’ll do this,
I don’t know if I’ll succeed.
But when I do this,
I’ll never bleed.

Because I helped mend the seam.