A Post for Kiru.

Well Kiru asked me to make this post for him and well I can't turn down a friend in need. As you guys know he's taken this rough. He's calmed down now and regrets getting so upset. He's going into rehab tomorrow to help find himself some peace. And I hope that he does find that peace. So he's going to be away for a while. I'll keep you all posted on his progress. We wish you all the luck in the world Kiru.

I knew you were a good lizard Kiru...I just knew it *smiles deeply and gives him big hugs*

Good luck!!

I'm glad then. It's good to get help for these things....we all need help sometimes.

Best of luck, Kiru!

Rehab?

Is this the rehab I'm thinking of?

Anyways, best of luck bro, I'll be praying for ya.

An Update from Kiru folks.
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Day 1
they say the first and hardest step is to forgive yourself, i dont think i can. i tried but ended up hitting several things in the house, shouting, and talking to myself.
I feel insane
but i cried and calmed down, it felt like the peak of my anger is over (for the day) but my head also feels empty, perhaps a high after a dose of over accelerated adrenalin?
also i seem to not be able to face the other furs directly, fear most likely, if anything drives me away from the site its that fear.

*clucks his tounge* Poor kiru...All he needs islove...Well Im here for him.

We're all here for him. Heck, I barely know him and I'm supporting him ^^

Well Kiru's posted me a sudden update so here it is.

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sudden update 12.07.07: Anger seems to constantly rise, with each time i grow a painful headache. each time it grows worse, will consult a doctor soon.

some people can feel sudden anger over the loss of a loved one. it's not something easily explained, but some theories state that it's because they feel abandoned by the loved one.

everyone has a different way they express their grievances, some will cry, some will go numb, so will laugh, some will get angry.. Everyone has their own way of mourning, and that's just the way it is, I really hope that Kiru will feel better.

So do I pae....