Someone Help Me!

Everyone Please hear me out...I am lost and I am hurting really badly and I didn't mean to hurt everyone, I am just so lonely and I do really care for everyone but recently I just lost Sirius because I am too much of a heretic and I cause too much pain and suffering to everyone and I need to everyone to know I am sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sirius, please come back I am changing its just my life is very difficult right now and everyone else please listen to me I am in dire straits and yes I have lied about things like being a rock star and being talented or whatever but for me I needed to so I could protect myself from the truth of that I am a loser and look what I have done....Please someone help me and be here for me I really need someone and please talk to Sirius because I would really like to rekindle our friendship I just need to better myself and my situation

What was said exactly? I wish to know

I refute my last statement, Onyx is forgiven...to a degree. Just ignore what I said okay? I'm a horrible person for even saying that, so i am sorry too.

It's Alright Onyx we understand. *Hugs him and Sirius.* You two both need some snuggle time.

Well, I have lied about certain things like what I have done...I am a song writer but no musician I dont have any music talent or anything like that but you see this has been happening way before I even came here it all started with me irl...You see I have learned alot from you guys especially Sirius that you have to be yourself to succeed in life and you don't have to lie but back then I didnt have the support and love I do now so when I first came here I was still confused and lost and I even lied here but once I found out everyone liked me I couldn't face everyone and say look I lied and I am sorry because now I feel really bad because I hurt so many like Sirius, Leo, Zan, Prav, Link, and evrybody here and I want to make up for it.

hey, I forgive you too, but I take lieing very seriously

Thank you all^^ I love everyone of yall so much!

Mommy forgives you sweetie. ^^

here is a song and how I feel like right now

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9OGfBGOCpk

gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

Im gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and Im feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...