Well I think I got a good idea for a pshycological thriller and not only that it will double as a way for all of us to get to know each other inside and out, keep reading and you'll see what I mean.
We all have good parts of us and we use them to try and help our friends and aid our familes but.....
Have you ever felt like the dark side of your mind was trying to take over?
Say you wanted something, and I mean wanted it bad!
So bad you felt like would have hurt anyone who would stop you from getting what you desired?
Did you do it? and were sorry? Or did you not do it and were glad, but a part of you kept haunting you like a shadow scolding you for not taking what was yours.
Has a friend ever made a mistake and you wanted to rip their head off? But what could you do? after all they didn't mean it... but the anger still stays never letting go.
Or saw a friend or maybe a total stranger and had a thought so sick and perverted you felt you would vomit right on the spot? So bad you twitched fighting within yourself to blot it out you could only hope no one would notice your face was seizing with disgust?
We hide these shamefull things because they are evil and disgusting but don't you wish others could at least see them so they knew what you were going through? Such pain but because we don't want to do bad we keep them secret.... well in this roleplay your secret is out and out to get you and every thing and everybody you love, better watch your back cause your monster is hanging out of it.
AND NOW THE RULES
1. Don't be frightened by the leanght of this first post, reply can be as long or as short as you need them to be.
2. Humans, furs, cubs, diapers, anythings goes!
You can be anything you want to be but remember the cuter you are the more likely somebodies "shadow" may come after you.
3. Both your good parts and your bad parts are walking around and can take you over if they get strong enough,
Pretty much everybody will have themselves plus a few other characters that are your "shadows" or your "shimmers" please note there are mostly shadows as shimers only come from you making the right decision.
4. You cannot die, this isn't necessaraly a good thing. Try not to be to grisly, lets keep it PG-13 or less but even if your cut in two your two halves are still walking around feeling all what its like to be cut in half, better "pull yourself together" and fast
5. if the person you are interacting with is slow try not to leave them behind but you can make multiple clones of any of your emotions, just remember to number them
6. Each of your personalities looks AT LEAST a little diffrent from you, please say how.
And now the roleplay set up:
In a city filled with furs and humans alike there was a man, a scientist. He had majored in both physics and psycholgy and was working on a way to combine the two.
He had seen patient after patient who refuesed to open up and just hid inside there own minds making it impossible for anybody to treat or help them, so he began making what he called the shattering orb.
It was a sphere made completely of energy and dark matter, when it was expanded and walked into one's mind would break apart exposing the diffrent thoughts and ideas within a patient so that the problems could be addressed and their good traits amplified.
Their good traits taking on forms of light and of elegance walking about the room wispering diffrent things into the patients ears.
They were called "shimmers"
But of course there were the bad parts, the "shadows"
Usually grotesk dark creatures sticking there horred toungns into peoples and furs minds to implant seeds of hate, anger, greed, and then encorage a person to do these things so the darkness could grow.
And the two side wouldn't just deal with the patient, they would fight amoungst themselves and with you if you got to close.
Nurture the good and supress the bad.
This was how the process worked.
And it worked beutifully, many minds were set free from their prisons so that they could return to society.
He patted himself on the back and wondered if their had been a single other procedure quite as brillient has this. He wasn't just good, he was GREAT! AND POWERFUL! he could do in a day what would take others years of there patiants lives to solve.
One day the good doctor realized that the sphere could absorb energy from around itself and make itself bigger and bigger and could actually be quite dangerous, but as he was the only one who knew how to control it he could make sure it stayed out of the wrong hands...
or so he thought, One night late in the lab the doctor expanded the orb to run some tests and encompased the room with it, all things were going well until he noticed what appeared to be a patcient standing in the corner! It lunged at the controls with lighting speed working to send the orb into a self sustained overdrive that would engulf the world!
The docter fought the monster confuesed by its knowledge of the machine and its working until he saw it, the face IT WAS HIS!
It was none other than his pride! It wanted to show the world the great device it/HE had created! Wrought with fear the doctor fought with his pride and managed to get the upper hand.
He was winning! How great was that! not only was he winning he was domonating! nothing could stop him! he was invinsible he was... proud.... to proud.
It had tricked him and it fed upon him sapping his energy and detanated the machine, as he saw this he felt ashamed and then humblly hit a few last buttons or as many as he could, now not only was pride pestering him, self pitty was there too... laying on him, telling him how horrible he was and how nothing he did now would matter...
He cleared his mind fighting both of them as he knew he had to do something, It was then a shimmer came to his aid, it was responsibility! Responsibility fought the two other personalities right in the lab just like they were already fighting within the fur they came from, with this he managed to stop the sphere from engulfing the world but the city was still taken.
His body was destroyed in the explosion but his shattereds selves still rome the sphere, he is not dead, just well... a litte bet "broken"
Now all within a 100 mile radius have been bonded to the orb as it appears as a transparent purple dome over the area. All those in the initial expansion are bonded with the orb now have alternate selves that rome about doing whatever they please, both good and bad.
You can feel the desires of your heart taking over?
Are they good or are they bad? better look out, somethings comming, and comming out of you......
and don't try to end it by dying, you can't die here, and thats not a good thing.