Still a Vergin

"only your heart can tell you what to do"

she sat up and looked down in tears."i want you."she wisperd to jay

he embrased shadow into his arms and began comfortering her*
he wipes away her tears, "im here for you know shadow" he says softly

shadow laid her head on jays shoulder. she was thinking to her self. she loved kari but knew it would never work because kari was he best friend and shadow didn't want to wreck that.

he sits there in bed holding shadow*
he notices some confusion in her, "is everything ok with you shadow?"

she looked at him"y..yes im ok."she got up and wlaked out on the turet

jay looks over at kari sleeping "h-hmm, i think shadow has some deep feelings fou you" he mumbles.
he looks over at shadow and walks over towards her.

shadow looked out at the moon the stares in her eyes.

he looks at her then turns his dirrection towards the sky "my whole life" he says softly, "ive been alone. i have never had any friends growing up and my parents, psss, could of cared less about. when i turned 18 they kicked me out. my life hasnt been easy. i had to survive all by my self in this god forsaken city. my job got me no where and this place u c now, its a dump. but everything changed today when i saw u" his voice begins to soften, heart beating sparatically, "i it was like all my worries and misery just floated away. for the first time in my life i..i.....i was happy!!" he begins to sob,

kari woke and walsk out to the two only in her nightie and diaper*

shaodw looked and kis and whipped his tears away."i had a hard life to... i was a slave you see and my master wasn't the nicest i ended up killing him the day her tried to rape me... t.. the only reason i went to the park was cause i seen you all by your self.. normally i wound have walked on.. but i.. i was drawn to you.."she looked at him and smiled before hugging him tightly"i love you... "

she msiles "i am also like you two, before i lived alone most of the time of the streets since i disnt have a fmaily"

he wipes away his tears "ha, how.... silly of me, im crying like a little child in front of you two" *looks down "im sorry, i didnt mean to get all emotional on the both of u, its...its jus that my laft hasnt gone the way i wanted it to, and as it seems for the both of you, i... i guess were all in the same boat, well...in some way or another." he smiles at the 2

shadow looked at kari "kari.. i have some one for you... she is just like you and all.."

"who is this person you speak of shadow"

"its a seacret for now."

why keep a secret from me shadow"

"becuse it not your birthday yet"she smiled before kissing jay on his lips

it is tomorrow, sweetie"

kisses her on the lips and looks over at kari, "looks like someones been keeping a secret from you"

"... well it will be late then"

"why would it be late"

"becuase they are not here yet."she laid her head on jay chest

well we will wait about celebrating my birthday till they arrive"

quirious "and how much longer is it till ur birthday kari?"