I be off the forum on the 15th. I am lonely and there is only a few who can take the loneliness off. I am hurting on the inside. It is a pain I never had since my grandfather died. I am shy of if you all read my blog on here in the personal colemn. I am also one who dreams a bunch and will go foward with my dreams. I do want to make a difference of this and my own forums, but I do not know what to do, so I be off for the day and I hope to be back tomorrow, seeya on the 16th.