Anyone miss me?

*Blushes shyly* hiya guys anyone wonder where i went? Well I'll tell but I've ran out of time so reply to this and I'll be on later

Well I missed ya Zan. It's nice to have ya back. I was wondering where you went.

I missed you too!

Heh well i've been trying to get out of trouble at home and stuff and it's complicated when i get more time i'll explain in detail k guys *super huggles* missed you guys a ton

Ok byebye! Keep outta trouble!

Yep hope you can get out of trouble and we missed ya too.

kay i'm back nows ^^

Whoots! ^^

hehe i should explain what happened huh

yes you should young man!

An explanation wold be nice. And it is good to have ya back buddy.

Well okay mommy hehe(towards bunbun) so it''s been a while since i've been on so i'll start from the trouble
Last year I was being me minding my own business when my mom flips out about something and i find it was my wearing cause she found some so then i was like okay I'm still gonna do it mom so why won't you accept it? and she was like because it's wrong and i was like no it's not okay there's plenty of other people then she stormed off and left me in the dump then a little later i come home from a friends happy and my step-dad gets all mad at me and i was like wha did i do (he didn't know about me wearing) and he got all mad and i took it then my mom got home and got mad too and then all the sudden the conversation stopped and my step-dad asked me if i was selling drugs i was like wtf? and asked like are you crazy i would never, then he hit me and i ran off and stayed at friends for a while and they didn't talk to me for a while and they hate me cause i told someone else about what happens at home and then they tried to strike me again and i was like A-a-ahhh i'll call the cops and we'll see who gets in trouble so that's why they hate me and my friends back stabbed me and yeah thats why

Awww that stinks. I'm sorry for all of that going on. *Mega huggles*

Lina and I did NOT stab you in the back...I would never stab someone in the back.

Thanks Jake.. You just added more misery to the long list I've gained from the past month... I love you too...

A) who said i was talking about you i've got plenty of others alrigh and B) alina I'm not saying that all i'm saying as of now is if you don't trust me and won't let me in don't expect the same courtesy k it's not like that

Geez.. I dunno.. Your being kinda rude to Andrew, yet he buys you food for lunch, and actually tolerates your sob stories.. I don't trust people, because A) I don't trust people that somehow always seem to ruin it everytime I consider giving to them... and B) I can't let people in because I can't mentally ok. It just doesn't work like that. There are only 3 people in this whole world that know everything about me... and that is Richard, Jon, and Dakota... and C) I don't trust people that treat each friend differently...

Well, divot, i feel the same exact way, i cannot trust anyone, that is why the only people who know all about me is my closest friend, who is like a big bro to me, and my cousin. There is always room for friends, but it takes true trust in someone to allow them to be a close friend

Alina how many times have I bugged you for my money? Once okay and I dun even want it okay not to be rude sounding I'm trying to sound nice here, you're how far away from them? and I know you'll be returning but I want to be one of you really good friends and I don't care atm if you don't let me in I don't let people in that much either okay but you're still here for now let me Andrew be your good friends here please? and i don't treat you guys differently I just am different on some days k?

*sighs and nods a bit*

I'll try... but as I said... it's hard...