Kari's poems

Breathing

Thinking of you
Crying for you
It only hurts when I'm breathing
Dreaming of you
Alone without you
It only hurts when I'm breathing
Torturing me
Can you not see
It hurts a lot more when I'm breathing
Sink into the sea
What more can I be
It hurts a lot more when I'm breathing
Changing for you
Idolize you
It only hurts when I'm breathing
Hurting for you
Scared without you
It only hurts when I'm breathing
Torturing me
Can you not see
It hurts a lot more when I'm breathing
Sink into the sea
What more can I be
It hurts a lot more when I'm breathing

My world

In my world I live in
The rain falls red, and feels like blood dripping down my skin
There is little that is real and most wishes it could be seen
I wish upon a star and my dreams come true.
Sometimes I sit with a little dragon and watch the stars go by

In my world I dream in.
I do not rule nor does anyone.
I sit and live with all the life around me
Creatures of my mind, I call to them
Some are human, others are not.

I begin to wonder how such a perfect world
Came to be no hatred or pain just happiness and bliss.
I wish upon the stars that I should stay.
Yet then again living in perfection is not always the best.
I begin to wonder if I should live in here or Reality?
Which would you choose?

Broken Path

I'm really sorry
My heart is aching
Is it my fault
My soul is breaking?
I'm alone again
Back to square one
Lost by myself
And now I'm done
Sad thoughts
And happy memories
Lead me to tears
Full of misery
I've lost a friend
I cannot find
he's out there somewhere
But I'm just blind
Reality
Has blocked my view
Broken the path
That leads to you...

Forget

Let me forget.
Shatter this reality
And expose the raw fantasy
Where I might at last forget
The need I feel for you.
Take the stone which will break
The fragile glass of reality.
Take it, for I cannot.
I cannot will myself
To give you up,
If only to fantasy.
Let me forget,
To unwillingly surrender to higher bliss
For the true bliss- you-
I can never have.
That reality doesn't exist,
And the fantasy cannot be dreamed.
Be happy and let me never know.
Let me never know and let me never love you.